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About Me Member Old Fart yAnG09Female/Philippines Recent Activity Deviant for 5 Years
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why do i even try

Thu Apr 23, 2009, 7:02 AM
The hardest part is having to hide all of this feeling where nobody realy loves me. every minute. every hour. every day. every week. from everyone. no one knows. not a soul. i put on a face every day and have done it my whole life so nobody can even tell the difference. i walk through life with a smile and trying to act happy. i try and forget about things which is possible for periods of time but then they just come back intensified. i cant run. theres nowhere to hide. at the end of the day im still this little empty person with nowhere to go, no hope. My life just dangling by a little string. just a matter of time until it snaps.

Now how can you tell the person that you love em, when you know deep in side he\she wont love you back?.:saddrunk:

  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: street noise
  • Reading: street signs
  • Playing: "hide and sick"
  • Drinking: alak

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  • Current Residence: ManDaLuyonG
  • Interests: painting, sketching, photography, staring,laughing, etc.
  • Favourite movie: horror and scary films. also love any jim carrey movies..
  • Favourite band or musician: anything interesting enough to listen to.
  • Favourite genre of music: indie, progressive, punk, screamo, ska, ambient, jazz blah blah blah.
  • Favourite artist: manansala, modiglianni, ako.. ako.. at ako..
  • Favourite poet or writer: mE.. heHe..
  • Favourite photographer: me.. again...
  • Favourite style of art: sOmething different, simple, nonsense type of art but, meAningfuL.. what ever the artist gives..
  • Favourite game: tagu-taguan,patintero, moro-moro,piko..
  • Favourite gaming platform: sa kalsada..
  • Favourite cartoon character: bugz, daffy, wile e coyote,mad badz maru, pelipe..

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:iconlakandiwa:
Hi

Interesting collection. You can also view and submit artworks to the IARFA page here in deviant art. This is to showcase the IARFA talent as a whole.

Thanks and keep up the good work

Prof. Olivares
:iconhugo-gallery:
Nice gallery

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:iconyang09:
hey there thanks.. :headbang:
:icongawako:
nice gallery :clap:...check out mine! :excited:

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:iconrosalinduh:
Salamat! :D

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:iconniramana:
uy yang musta ka naR??
:iconyang09:
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:iconniramana:
yangg.. kelan kawu balik? update ka ba ni grasya?

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