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why do i even try

Thu Apr 23, 2009, 8:02 AM
The hardest part is having to hide all of this feeling where nobody realy loves me. every minute. every hour. every day. every week. from everyone. no one knows. not a soul. i put on a face every day and have done it my whole life so nobody can even tell the difference. i walk through life with a smile and trying to act happy. i try and forget about things which is possible for periods of time but then they just come back intensified. i cant run. theres nowhere to hide. at the end of the day im still this little empty person with nowhere to go, no hope. My life just dangling by a little string. just a matter of time until it snaps.

Now how can you tell the person that you love em, when you know deep in side he\she wont love you back?.:saddrunk:

  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: street noise
  • Reading: street signs
  • Playing: "hide and sick"
  • Drinking: alak

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  • Current Residence: ManDaLuyonG
  • Interests: painting, sketching, photography, staring,laughing, etc.
  • Favourite movie: horror and scary films. also love any jim carrey movies..
  • Favourite band or musician: anything interesting enough to listen to.
  • Favourite genre of music: indie, progressive, punk, screamo, ska, ambient, jazz blah blah blah.
  • Favourite artist: manansala, modiglianni, ako.. ako.. at ako..
  • Favourite poet or writer: mE.. heHe..
  • Favourite photographer: me.. again...
  • Favourite style of art: sOmething different, simple, nonsense type of art but, meAningfuL.. what ever the artist gives..
  • Favourite game: tagu-taguan,patintero, moro-moro,piko..
  • Favourite gaming platform: sa kalsada..
  • Favourite cartoon character: bugz, daffy, wile e coyote,mad badz maru, pelipe..

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yangg.. kelan kawu balik? update ka ba ni grasya?
pare nu na balita?????
May chismax aku sayu pare...

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Do I really Exist? Or am I just in the Illusion that I Exist?
anu un???



dali kwento ka...


tungkol kanino???




maganda bang isyu yan???

dali dali dali...
ganun b? buti natitiis nyo pa dyan. kung andyan pa ako sigurado umalis na ako dyan. baka nagsisi pa ako hndi umalis noon.

try nyo dito kung gusto nyo. baka lumipat ako dito eh. sabi ng sis ko lagi daw hiring dito. try lng natin. malay nyo sa susunod na palabas ng pixar andun na panaglan natin. hehehe! pixar nga pala isa sa mga cliente nila.

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asteg.. magkanu naman daw dun?
sa ibang team aku ngaun.. ampon ako nila sir moises eh.. heheh.
ako di mo miss ah eh!?
HHAAAHH!!!!

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Jesus was a pirate who sailed the seven seas, He sailed the seven seas to save the soul of you and me.
Tse!!!!!!!!!!

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Do I really Exist? Or am I just in the Illusion that I Exist?
HHHAaaAAAhhHH...
akala mo sya na yung kumalabit sa yo nuh?

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Jesus was a pirate who sailed the seven seas, He sailed the seven seas to save the soul of you and me.

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