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why do i even try

Thu Apr 23, 2009, 7:02 AM
The hardest part is having to hide all of this feeling where nobody realy loves me. every minute. every hour. every day. every week. from everyone. no one knows. not a soul. i put on a face every day and have done it my whole life so nobody can even tell the difference. i walk through life with a smile and trying to act happy. i try and forget about things which is possible for periods of time but then they just come back intensified. i cant run. theres nowhere to hide. at the end of the day im still this little empty person with nowhere to go, no hope. My life just dangling by a little string. just a matter of time until it snaps.

Now how can you tell the person that you love em, when you know deep in side he\she wont love you back?.:saddrunk:

  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: street noise
  • Reading: street signs
  • Playing: "hide and sick"
  • Drinking: alak

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:iconazikiel:
hala!! ano ito... >__< share mooo ?

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:iconazikiel:
tsk.. masama yang ganyan.. :aww:

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:iconmankiphoto:
ikain mo nalang ng chocolate yan :alientwo:

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:iconmilagrosa:
Pare... Kain tayu tas share mu sakin yan... =)

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:iconyang09:
nde kaya ng chocolate..




masakit parin isipin ang lahat.:no:
:iconyang09:
la ko gana kumaen.

toink alam mu naman un.. and still ganun pa din.
:iconyang09:
masama ba?.. heheh
:iconmilagrosa:
PANSIN KU NGA EH... HAY. BAT KAYA NU??? LAMU MINSAN INIISIP KU DIN YUN. WAG KANA MALUNGKOT.

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